Last Friday morning, I woke up happy yet went to bed grieving. I kept hearing it is well from everyone. We had dreams, we had talked about them just a few weeks ago and we were looking forward to living them.
I begin this week and I'm hit with another of those. All night I prayed imploring the Holyspirit to let the morning come with a miracle. I still remember Deeidei Adu's "love that will never let me go." In that book Deeidei stated that sometimes God answers us differently. She had looked forward to her healing so much yet, was granted healing in the form of death. The last chapter of the book was put on hold awaiting the healing yet when it came, it was her sister that had to finish it up. Deeidei was set free to go and rest from all that physical pain and torture of living with LAM.
God! You need to be in a different realm to accept this kind of healing.
You need wisdom to live with it. So I keep hearing it is well. But it is not well. It is not well because a mother cries for her daughter, her brothers crave her affectionate smile and I'm dying to receive a whatsapp message from her. It is not well because another family cries for their daughter and her husband yearns to wake up from this nightmare, her son, to be carried again by Mummy.
You need wisdom to live with it. So I keep hearing it is well. But it is not well. It is not well because a mother cries for her daughter, her brothers crave her affectionate smile and I'm dying to receive a whatsapp message from her. It is not well because another family cries for their daughter and her husband yearns to wake up from this nightmare, her son, to be carried again by Mummy.
It is not well because hearts have been broken as well as promises. Dreams have been shattered and no goodbyes said. Because tears have become food for days now and grief feels the hearts of family, friends and loved ones.
Who will comfort these ones? If not God? Who will heal these broken hearts and wipe away their tears.
"If I live, I live for christ
If I die, I die for christ."
If I die, I die for christ."
It is not well because these young women are somewhere wishing to come back to the hearts they have broken. Physically it is not well but we believe it is well. Yes with Christ it is well because we know that there shall be no more death nor sorrow, nor crying and the Lord shall wipe away all our tears."
Lord it is hard but we soldier on because you bring a new day. The sun has stopped shining for now but we await when it will shine again.
God comfort those who are hurting tonight.
It will be well.
It is well!
It will be well.
It is well!
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It is most definitely well. Rest perfectly beyond the pearly gates our beloved lost souls.
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