Lovely Darkness

Dark clouds....
Dark clouds lingering 
Tears streaking from the innermost part
A knife through my heart
Shadows  of you...
Footprints in the sand but invisible in the dark
Dark clouds of torment, pain and torture.
Still I stand unshaken,
Away from the uncertainties  and doubts of this place.
You fly  with  angels whilst I lay  reminiscing in  pain.
Darkness why...
You showed up clothed in beautiful  garments,
yet your garments  are that of pain and torture.
Darkness why....
Your icy grip.
Broken but not destroyed,
Caged but not  imprisoned
Clipped wings but not damaged,
Still I sail on,
I journey  on,
I war on,
like  the fighter I am.
Oh darkness,
Till I shall see this darkness no more....